Monday, April 08, 2013

I don't know what to do anymore.

Well, lama sda tdk story2 sini. I want to say about capital A. Well, i fought a lot lately. Who cares anyway. Kin panas kan. Hahahaha. I'm tired of his attitude. He's just so damn childish. It's like i'm in a relationship with sa  5 years old. hahahaha. but nevermind. Now i'm confuse. Gara2 hari tu, ada dia buat yg bikin sakit hati. sa bilang sa ada kem dia tdk pcaya. dia bilang sa penipu. baaa dari sana la. gaduh ba. kin pnas btl. cam tai. gila baaa terus hilang ni feeling sa sama dia. ntah la. cepat btl hilang ni. siapa suruh dia juga. bnyk ba dia buat bkin sa hilang feeling sama dia. cepat btl terasa! tus suka btl buat janji2 sial. hahahaha. paduli la dia. sa pun tdatau. and i think im starting to like back someone who i learn to let go of. but i failed. too much memories with him. I'm just confuse. So damn confuse. I dont know what to do, cm xpndai jara2 oh sy ni. i like you CINA TUA, so much. you're really mature ba. Sangat. When i got problems,and i share it to you, you gave me great advice, that i still keep in my head until now. tapi kalau c capital A, ehh tukar la, pangako sayo pula, bila sa kasitau masalah psal ada urg bkin sbr gtu, bkn dia suru sy bersabar ba, dia mau trep kuat lg kunun. adada sa bilang. sa tida suka ohh bgni :( kalau la dia mcm  cina tua kan bgs. dia suru sbr lg. adada. ter'flashback2 ohhh pasal dulu2. aiyaaaa i miss you CINA TUA,i miss how close we used to be,i miss texting with you,i miss talking to you,i miss everything about you ba :( bikin fake hope ohh asal nmpk kau d skul, because our eyes always met. You know what, seriously, i cant breath when i saw you ba :( my heart race really fast. ntah la, sdh kau kasi kecewa sa tau lalu, ntah knp sa masi suka kau. kalau kau mau tau, sa gila ba, sa gila bayang pasal kau. yaa sa tau, menggelikan. kau tau ka, kau la urg pertama yg sa suka bgini lama. bkn crush la, terus terang LIKE la terus. Dari taun lalu lg ba. knp ni sy? sy pun tdatau. kau jampi2 sy kali hahahah tdaba palui. tus walaupun urg ckp kau buruk, sa tda terambil kisah sikit pun baa. dari taun lalu lgi. buli ka kau kasi sa satu peluang lg? tpi kcewa ba, kau ubah pkiran mau jd kwn saja, sbp gara2 kwn2 kau ijik2 kau :'( kecewa ba sa dpt tau pasal tu :'( huhuhuxx. tau2 kita jadi sdh lg tu :( kalau x, mmng sa jaga ohh relationship kita smpai bila2. sa tlampau ba suka kau. sa tlampau yg brabis. sa sdh cuba lupa kan kau ba. tpi tdk b'kesan. sa pg couple org lain without me moving on about you. dan sy btl2 la jeles nmpk kau rapat2 sma prmpuan lain ba :'( sangat2. sakit ohh hati sy

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